the beginning

today , the 28th of may.

had my first chinese GCE 'O' levels paper. it was alright. managable. lao shi's gambling topic came out, i was somewhat prepared. the save the earth, dengue fever all did not come out. the comprehesions was easy to understand, i love reading those stories. although my hand was aching so badly, i think i finished all questions. but for the cloze passage, it was pretty neutral. i think i got alot of unsure answers. haha.

it is the beginning of the 'i-am-going-to-work-hard" month
well, i intend to work my butt off this month. i seriously hope that at the end of this holiday, i can blog this " i finally did it." although i am not yet that truely motivated yet. i really want to live with no regrets. especially when this IS another turning point in my life.

heard about the problems of the section. WHY? i asked myself. SIGHS. i commented. we WILL overcome this! yes, we will! :D

10 years, 5 months and 6 weeks

today was a pretty normal day. but something ever so unexpected occurred. i felt a mixed of emotions when we were told that we were a pleasant group of students and are well-mannered and pleasing to teach. that we have potential and she does not believe that it is because we are stupid that we cannot do well for the exams. she urges us to press on, we have been in school for almost 10 years, just with another 5 months of sacrifices, we can enjoy 6 weeks of holiday afterwards. so true, so true. wad she said has made my day. she said the teachers has not given up on us. and the milk is not spilled yet, we can still prepare ourselves to win the battle.

who is she?

the ever so unexpectedly sweet, ms lim. i did not think that she would be so encouraging. she kinda told each and every one of us our mistakes. she said that weelyn and i were not focus. she asked whether anything happene in hawaii, like did we party all night. haha. she also commented that i was playful? hmmm. anyway, she said that we kinda fell apart after hawaii, but we handed in our homework. so ya. i wanted to tell her that i did not even read through several chapters, but i refrain from doing so... just in case. she asked if we got revise thoroughly but i guess everyone did not. oh well. shan't discuss about it anymore.

got back english. one word, SURPRISING! got like 14 points for the summary. absolute coolness. i improved from last year, got a B4, which is in fact my expected grade with respect to the PSLE T score. AHHHH, so wonderful. hahha. but of course it can be better.

sim was trying to motivate us. HAHAHA. how hilarious though but she still like starts nagging in the end. how useless.

chinese drills was pretty fun today. cause kuruthukulam aka buruthubulam aka guruthugulam was trying to be funny.i feel so weak that i could not stop laughing and i felt pain in my stomach.

one more week to CL GCE 'O' LEVELS!

over and out :D

dreams are trashed.

i need a HUGE wake up call!
apparently, i am still dreaming.
MYE was ... no words could describe how bad i did.
paper after paper, the results became known.
horrendous results :(
i felt immuned to it though.
maybe because i EXPECTED it? ahhh

i have not even catch up on last year's topicS and i still have some more new chapters to learn. i need time management classes.
apparently, NOTHING keeps me going, not even my ever so indescrible results.
silently screaming.

heard about 2 huge news today. good or bad? i feel there's a super good for me and a super bad one. hhaaha. the super good one, erm. well, it's a secret :D
the super bad one, oh well, i guess it was same old same old. a bias view of point, but for me, it was love and it became a passion :D honestly, at first, i asked, why me? but i accepted it anyway. it turned out to be a wonderful experience :D
let's just wait and see then.

friday's script's checking day.

ahh

everyone's does not want to see their results

i so want to know my results but i dun wanna be discouraged by it

ahhhh

feels so contradicting though

sighs

oohhh

today's was cool and slack. bey bey was trying to be like funny? HAHA. we watched a gruelsome movie, platoon, for history. something about the vietnam war and it sure was quite bloody.

geog was alright today cause like we went through the MYE paper. it's like quite easy, with the aid of the teacher!! if only, i have my teachers for exams...

over and out :D

beautiful disaster

sighs. chem practical was a total disaster alright. broke a measuring cylinder, burn the test-tube holder, spill some dangerous chemicals, accidently pour some HCL on my fingers and it feels itch now. gave up half way and observed others doing it instead. hahha. argh. it's marking day, which equals to my holiday.

over and out :D

PHEW

IT'S OVER!

am very glad it's over but yet i feel indifferent. argh. chinese drills for the next 2 weeks. how happy will i get when there is 3 hours of cheena??? anyway, i guess i did well for the first day because i managed to listen to her and complete the task. YAY me :D

anyway, i would like to highlight jennifer's tag
"jennifer.B: haha" j(censored)'s corspe bag" fuuny! he will never be DEAD.He is always ALIVE in my heart.haha cant belive i'm saying this.i thought i forgot him?? confused me. byebye"

yeah, jennifer, everyone on this earth will die one day, even J(censored). but he can be alive in your heart though. however, please dun think too much, it might cause you to be insane. i think you are showing signs of insanity, by being confused.

apparently, geog today was quite a breeze. ms lim said something so sweet. hahaha. so unbelievable yet she said it. hahha. got back my first paper. GEOG P1. hahaha. thought i would flunked it badly but i improved by a mark from the SEC 3 EOY last year :D coolness. i learnt something from ms lim, 'always check labels, if it is from c****, check again.' HAHA. hilarious.

over and out :D

MYE's IN PROGRESS.

ahhhhh

geog was BAD. super ultra BAD. to the extent that i was making up my own facts and there is still so much blank!!!

ahhhhh

it was sure not a very good experience.

guess MYE's not wad i deem it would be.

freedom comes on the 12 of May.

chinese will be all my life from then on to the 28 of May

after that, will i still have a break?