Thursday, February 8, 2007

up to standard or not?

i think 4.6's whiteboard duster and fan got something against mrs boo. during chem, she want to like use the duster to erase the writing. when she pick it up, the whiteboard duster actually hit the back of her head. hahaha. and i got called three time in a row for social studies. i dun care, w eelyn, i want to be A next time. argh. and w eelyn is like friggin lucky today ONLY. i will have better luck next time.

during chinese, mam heng ask us if anyone wanted to join the fashion show during CNY celebrations. hahaha. i nominated LIAW SHU JUAN and jennifer but in the end, both rejected the offer. sighs. so sad. would love to see you on stage.

anyway. i did badly, like super bad for my A and E maths test. Accident and Emergency. ha. and it's like the first test only. oh well. i guess things are not meant to be. once again, i fell asleep during bio and there was a test. i think i did not do well. actually, i know it would not be well done. hahhaha.

mrs heng told us about her feelings about her illness and other stuff. it was really touching. i know i spolit the atmosphere. but, after hearing what she said, it occured to me that i am very afraid of death. i felt that life is absolutely unexpected. so we have to live life each day to the best we can. thank you, mrs heng.

band today, no comments to a particular incident. mr heng came but mr de was MIA. hahaha, i felt that we sounded like better because we really pushed the air out. i kinda played the loudest sound today. he said that, that was the sound of a baritone saxophone. so i guess i was not really playing all these while during the last 2 years. hahahha. oh ya. singapura seah sing song sucks aka extra aka seah joey, she played w eelyn's solo like really loud and nice. hahaha. PUSH MORE. pet phrase of the year. cool. overall, it was fun but reality check, we are not there yet. simply not up to standard yet. SYF like in 8 weeks. i am scared, i am starting not to be playing to the best i can. sighs. more individual practices is needed. hope that the SYF camp will like help. yeah. positive thinking helps too. hahaha. i must say this. CHOW CHOW CHOW ru jing, you looked like a monkey when you play your trombone. hahahahha. i still want a picture.

one last thing that i will alway say until it's here. my new instrument. where are you? come quickly alright.