it's raining. the sky is screaming with thunders. and lightnings were seen. once again, the sky roars loudly, scaring the innocent people. the raindrops fall angrily down onto earth. enjoy the rain though, because in the next few months, it will be really warm and humid.

today's a nice day. because it's FRIDAY. but terror strikes my heart because when monday comes. i might just be dead. hahhaha.

revision, revision and more revision. teachers wishing us all the best and trying to make full use of time in school. we have to work hard as though there will be no tmr. today's feel like the last day of school, so calm, peaceful and quiet. hahhaha. i wonder how i feel when it is really the last day of school.

we came up with alot of url for ethel. super cool and hilarious. just to name some.
turtlethel. assholethel. trianglethel. lamethel. waterbottlethel. singaporethel. housethel. shapethel. squarethel. gluethel. vegetablethel. shoethel. chinesethel. noticethel. movethel. morethel. byebyethel. createthel. templatethel. etc.etc.

so cool. if you need any insipration for your URL, come and find us. we provide excellent services. hahahahhaha.

today's quite a meaningful day.


it's JOANNA's 19th BIRTHDAY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

uh huh. feels weird going home early. usually, we have band though.

went east point for lunch with clareedssa.well, she proclaim herself as clareedssa altman. yeah, went to popular and i really love shopping for stationary!!! bought some post-it notes and a cute and small pillow for school. hahha. make myself more comfortable. can drool on it too. clareedsa brought the one with princess's prints on it. hahh, she wants to dream of herself being in the fairy tales, i guess.

went back to primary school time, played the red green yellow blue game. the creative me change it to other colours... it is super hilarious when people has to do weird stuff. oh well.

re test for 5 items tmr. ahhhhh, the incline and standing board jump. argh. should just tell mr chong to fail me anyway. haha.

ahhhh, i passed my 2.4km run. so friggin happy. omg. i like am elated. woo hoo. i got 17:18. so cool. hahaha, i just am proud of myself. give me a macho clap... hahaha.

NO SENSE OF URGENCY AT ALL.
that's how i am.
it's MYE in abt 7 days.
i am still wasting my time away.
although my mind knows i have to do it.
but i am not doing so.
i know i will regret if i dun start now.
but nothing seemed to be motivating.
or is it just an illusion.

woah. today was a pretty lucky day. justina did come for class today, no seq test! YAY. completed a bit of ss seq, juliana said so long as you attempted it, so i did. YAY. biology, sim scored a goal into the dustbin for the FIRST TIME. she did it. glad her 1 year plus of practices showed some improvement. "now you know what i can do" quoted sim. WTH.

my mama did not come home to cook for me. just ate maggie noodles. rapid hair loss. someone actually travel all the way to simei from school to take bus 5 to bedok. her reason, i dun want to go home alone. WTH.

as the years pass,
january become december, december become january.
monday become sunday, sunday become monday.
day become night, night become day.
no matter what, i will treasure a precious friend like you.

eh weelyn, i came up with one of my own. what do you think?

another day has passed, w/o any meaning.

clarissa TUNG, there's nothing. you were the one who started the thing about MACHO.

the thing abt the INNER DESIRE. hahahahah. it just cannot stop. and finally, i think cheong admits it.

went outing yesterday. everyone was fine with exception of the MIA joey and the addition of a new invisible member, woooooo. absolute COOLNESS. we were so indecisive abt where should we have our lunch? macs, long johns, kfc, burger king and cassaandra suggested AH KUN... we went to 2 macs are both macs were quite crowded. we walked for sooo long until we decided on LJS. yay. we all ate the same meal, combo 1. WTH. we sat there and talked till 5.15pm. then i had to reach home before 5.30pm, so i left with cassandra. eda, kayler and jia wei went to mini toons, i guess. and weelyn went home with woooooo.

went home and my mum got some super delicious food for me to eat. YUMMY.

that's how my day ended.

today, how sad. was just waiting fot the time to pass... quite slowly, the time went by, "ringringring" yay, school's over.

something super hilarious made me almost unable to gulp down the water in my mouth. something abt cheong's inner desire... and ru jing's inner desire...

they are each other's inner desire. hahaha. we have been teasing them since yesterday. the laughther was uncontrollable and my tummy aches terribly whenever i hear something abt them or when i turn to look at them because i started laughing.

we were practically teasing them abt it the whole day. ms loh caught me eating in class. wrong timing. i think bey bey also saw but she kept quiet. she was lecturing us today. about everything. she's right to a certain extent. it's MYE soon and i am still slacking. not concentrating in class. blah blah blah. a sense of tiredness came over me and i feel like falling asleep now... yawn and good night.

firstly, i am glad weelyn's first reaction after reading my blog was TSK.

secondly, MACHO'S band got GOLD with HONOURS. coolness. congrats to them. apparently, sherri chong is super happy.

thirdly, Fate was playing trick on weelyn once again. if only something happened

lastly, i was really tired in school today, falling asleep whenever i can. bey bey called me to sit up straight. then she called out, "WEI LING" and i was wondering who's that? i realised it was our dearest chinese friend, WEELYN. hahahaha, she was in wonderland lah, she did not respond to bey bey's call. she was FAST ASLEEP.

so now, should i, or should i not? HAHAHA.

HOW SWEET :)

first of all, i would like to dedicated this post to weelyn.

dun get me wrong, weelyn, i am not teasing you. but if you do feel as such, i apologise for causing you to be distressed.

every single time, whenever, i post a comment or wadever with 'woooo''s name. she has to like substitute it with ******. yeah.

now, all you guys have to say to her is 'HOW SWEET' and she will start smiling to herself again.


how sweet can it get?
to go or not to go?
she's afraid to go
but in her heart, it was a YES
she's shy and nervous
but kept thinking about him.
she wishes to open up to him
but does not know how to make the first move
she really wants to get to know him better
but life's not a bed of roses.
there's many obstacles to cross...
let's just hope for the best.

hey weelyn, wad do you think of this poem? i wrote it. hahhaha. enjoy.

today, i heard about some stuff, it certainly came to me as a shock. it's really unbelieveable. however, i still must say this, it's like pretty hilarious though.

sighs. once again, i missed my bari and my section, feel kinda empty. but wad can i do...

today was okay other than the fact my mum was itching for a quarrel with me. hahhaa, it was alright in the end.

now, liaw shu juan, not in my chinese class anymore, i think the lao shi is very bored and sad. i think sherri is too, cause all she does is to sleep in chinese class and all jennifer and i do is using our skin as drawing board. it's pretty boring in chinese class now since lao shi and liaw shu juan dun have their super funny conversations. i never heard 'liaw shui juan' anymore.

yeah man, i bought a new korean drama series. ahhhh. i want to have a marathon. but MYE is in two weeks time. this is so bad.

saw the story lisbeth and chandni wroet for mr de. it was really sweet and touching. i got goosebumps lah.

oh ya, today assembly was interesting, apparently, michelle attracted a insect and a worm. EW. it was super gross. hahahah. mrs chong came and stepped onto the worm. it was still alive and struggling. AHH. and the insect was MIA.

the past week.

left school pretty early on thursday. when the others were having band practices. was gloating over the fact that there will be no surcharge whenever we go home. it started to rain and we were like stucked in school. borrow an umbrella from the security guard and farah, jennifer and i were drenched to the skin cause apparently, farah can't hold the umbrella, we were like laughing so hard that none of us have the energy to hold the umbrella. found a cab AT LAST.

my dad got admitted to SGH for check ups, like observation that kind, on that very day. Thank you to God for watching over him. he's fine. the report shows there is nothing wrong with his heart. YAY.

then, on friday. i brought "johan's corpse bag" to school. everyone was wondering why i had 2 bags. i told them i was running away from home. HAHA. it's was like FRIDAY, THE 13TH. AHHHHH. the most memorable day ever. we had the promotion ceremony and a surprise from the juniors. *for more elaborations, go to http://neverbeentoloveparadise.blogspot.com/* i really appreciate the fact that you all actually came up with the powerpoint slides, the balloons, the pizzas and cokes. and your presence had definitely made an impact on my life. THANK YOU, alot.
it was oh so emotional again, i was getting goosebumps though. haha.

the doom day was SATURDAY, THE 14th. EWW, the worst day ever, actually, it's the worst morning ever. had 2.4km run. was in agony from 9.21am to 9.38am. before that, i was like stoning and chewing on JOCKEY. HA. sat the swing, it was fun fun. hahaha. half way, the teachers were giving out the rubber band, mrs chua went "do it for your mummy and your daddy" she's super hilarious. hahha, i stopped jogging to walk a few times. and i felt like passing motion. ARGH, had to control myself. hahha. i was like running in the last few metres. WOAH, a sign of relief, i felt great but i still needed to shit. haha. was hailing a cab with jennifer, she had to shit too. hahahaha. luckily, there was a cab after a lonng wait. and before that, we saw the ice cream man, farah bought the chocolate. it's was so tempting, and i want the ripples flavour. but instead, i said "ripcurls" HAHAHA was all farah could do, she starts teasing me about it. yup and me, being ever so nice, accompanied jennifer to the loo, so that she can shit in peace. i guess she did.

i heard about lots of things today. wow, overwhelming though. slept so much that my mum scolded me.

still struggling within me, truth or not? i wonder...

oh ya, just to let you know, i am a baritionist, in fact, it's baritone saxophonist. thanks to the ever so wonderful cassandra, she made that word up. but it's cool man.
and i really hope that my beloved, not yet 2 monthe old, bari sax, will be well taken care of.

i cried.

had a de-brief on tuesday. ms loh announced the results in a very nice way. hahha. the guitar instructor was like so nice. he's the best. his words made my tears flow. he was just so sincere about it.

he was like 'you all must be wondering why a guitar instructor will come and talk to the concert band. because we are a family, when a part of the family is affected, the rest is also affected. we were like one of the 2 band who gave him the 'feeling'and he said, the judges only see us for that 15 mins, in his heart, we are a gold band. wow, i tell you, everyone was like tearing because of his touching words. he like so rock. because, he was the most unexpected person who will like talk to us. i felt really surprise and grateful. then, ms loh talked to us, but i shall not elaborate. it was a de brief.

to conclude, mr choo was a really nice guy. the guitar girls actually dedicated their tuesday's assembly perfromance to us. so sweet of them, but we won't there to watch because ms loh was still de- briefing us.

absolutely no motivation to go school everyday, had to dragging myself to school once again. no std test was a good thing but bey bey had to use it for emaths. sighs. time was passing real slowly today... had to train up for 2.4 km run on sat. AHHHHH. i am scared. i am very contradicting. i want to like do my best and pass the run but i dun want to run. however, i know, i want to get things done and over with. got confused? hahaha. alright, had phy. passed the graded assignment. YAY. was really bored during geog, to the point that i was going to fall alseep. then, it was bey bey's time again. hahaha.

accompany paula to bedok interchange after school to get STUFF. ahahhaa. went back to school to conduct interview for the PC council. hahahaha. ms wendy got us pizza. she's so nice BUT I WAS COMPLAINING because, it was not enough at ALL. ARGH, I SKIPPED LUNCH TO ENJOY THE PIZZA. but ms wendy got me another 1/2 slice. hahahhaa. i guessed she could not stand me. hahaha.

conducting the interviews reminded me of the time when i was being interviewed by yi ling's batch. hahahaha. it's really weird that i actually got in. anyway, it was fun. if only more concert band girls came for the interview other than my section dearest cassandra sim. hahahah, she was friggin shy. imagine that.

oh ya, apparently, audrey, sherri, clarissa were like wanting to pon school on tuesday. they were like, i am not going to school tmr... hahhha, ms weelyn called to discuss about it but i was like falling asleep when she continued talking. hahahahaa. in the end, EVREYONE ELSE, notice the everyone ELSE, hahhhaha, went to school. EXCEPT ms weelyn. hahhahahaha. what the? it was like hilarious.

and that was how my day ended.

unbelieveable truth.

ouch, the news has been spreading like hotcakes.

yes, yes, i once again, belittle reality. and it did came as a rude shock.
as wad mrs chua said, what's done is done. i am happy that i did not make any silly mistakes and that everyone did their best! yes, that's was the most important part. however the results, i would really want to know the judges' comments and wad in fact went wrong.

yes, it's a fact. bronze was IT. looking at the school, there will be NO more overseas trips, concerts, band room, etc. apparently, the school would not even look at our NEEDS because we got a friggin bronze.

yes, actually, the results to me came as a bonus. playing my part correctly and blending and balance as a band was all that matters. i was really elated to have expressed it out as it was our last performance as the SACSS senior concert band 2006- 2007. i just am proud because we really give it all we got.

the school obviously does not accepted it, cause to them, GOLD is wad's most important to them. "nothing beats the gold and the honour that comes with it" quoted THE SCHOOL. see, another evidence showing that they are extremely bias to the core. yes, that is what i am mostly unhappy about the school and although like they said the results DUN matter, it definitely does not seemed that way. obviously, getting a gold is like WOW WOW.

i was like taken to hell for a field trip when the some guy announced the results. totally bewildered. unexpected. like i was just aimming for a silver or gold, bronze did not even appear as one of my choices. see, reality of life is such. really, really harsh.

but seriously, it done-ED. a fact which became history. a fact which will haunt us forever. and there is absolutely nothing we can do about it. yes, other than to ACCEPT the fact. uh huh. so yeah man. life will go back to normal but the fact will taunt me forever.

SYF's on monday.
it's nearing but i am not feeling the excitement.
i think i will when i am on the stage.
actually, it's not really excitment. but oh well.
always making really stupid mistakes now. argh.
wad it this, man?
must focus.
i dun want to be dissappointed.

am leaving the band real soon. like after SYF, we are out of band. i am feeling both happy and sad. i am worried about the sec ones. and the section but i know they will do us proud. it's an real honour to be in the band. i learnt a lot.

still trying to adapt back to school. wow. bey bey had a small talk with me. she told me that i must have a target to motivate myself to work hard. she's like the wise man. really cool and wise.