THANK GOD

i am simply so glad and grateful.

ahhh, they FOUND THE BARI SAX!!!!!

i feel really good, no. it even better. i feel GREAT.

phew. i must thank those who encouraged me. man, max's and clarissa's singing. hilarious. plus i felt bad towards joey.. of causing all those troubles that might cause a huge impact on everyone.

but now, the worse is finally over.

it's bad. even worse than bad. it's like just really bad. you know, the feeling when you lost a loved one.. yup i lost my beloved bari sax.

what in the world was i doing? a supposed happy occasion turned out to be a huge mistake. i lost the bari sax. and the consequences. terrible, troubling everyone and like i feel i am a big asshole. how could i have done that?

it has been lost and nothing i do or say can make up for the wrong i did. i felt really apologetic because it worries and troubles others. they now, have to find out where it is?

where are you, my bari sax?

i was sleeping so soundly untill my brother shook me awake. "your friend called" he said. and this friend wanted to call me back after she woke me up. hahaha. guess who?

anyway. i saw this from channel'5 LOST trailer.

"...why do we cling on to the past?
Our lies, guilt, mistakes and disappointment
it is not going to stop till you wise up..."

it kinda applies to my current state as a human. haha.

geo today did not start on a good note, when we enter, ms lim was getting the visualiser to work. apparently, it did not, so kaixin went down to ask the GO for the IT personnel. in the meanwhile, ms lim was really quiet. we were guessing that she was really furious. cause, she dun even reply when we call her. anyway, we wasted quite a while, but the guy got it working! hahha. i guess ms lim was okay. because lessons ended on a good note. hahaa

sim brought a new teacher into class. we were all really excited, thinking that we might have the new teacher instead. sighs. she's a trainee, if i am right. so i doubt we can have her instead.

english was a big waste of time. she separated us into groups and get answers to the the comprehension. wow, it did kept me awake, cause i was talking to everyone along the way. really really pointless though. had to make me walk around class.

well, we kinda have a new teacher for history. "...dun blame me if i bore you, cause you guys are boring me out now..." quoted from her. OKAY..... i think she's somewhat related to sim, they both have great dressing sense! haha. i am being really mean here.

yeah, at the end of school today, i realised tmr's FRIDAY. ahhh, the sacred word. meaning the weekENDS are coming! ahhh.

finally, getting a good rest.

ah, i see the sunshine.

apparently, i can't wake up on time at 6am.

waking up so early in the morning, getting ready for school, waiting for the school bus, reaching the school, waiting for time to past faster, travelling home has been a very boring routine in my life. sighs. i feel like there is no meaning in doing so.

however, i dun want waste 9 years of my education, just because i felt like giving up. as the saying goes, it is the last lap of the race, just a few more months. i am still feeling ever so relaxed. actually, i am starting to think that there is seriously something VERY WRONG with me.

and i have checked, MT 'O' LEVELS ORAL is on next tuesday!!! on the 3rd of july. i guess that should be a nice day. hahha. well, it is ONLY A FEW MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY... HINT HINT. hahah.

JUST FYI, it's on the 7th of july. HAHA. how cool.

aiyo, i was talking about the LIVE EARTH CONCERT, which happens to be the same day..
what a coincidence.

something that happened has somewhat changed my opinions on certain things. but i was wrong in the first place. so i am truly sorry, jennifer.

today's the second day of school in term 3. yesterday was quite relaxing. we had this metoyou program on stress management and in the end, we all got this goodie bag which consist of a book, postcard, candle and candies in a smiley face yellow bag!!! so cool. haha.

during ms lim's lesson, she was like quite fustrated about the visualiser, whiteboard and computer not working. she was complaining to us in a pretty hilarious manner. and she asked us to like write it down on the wish list in the GO. ms loh and mrs chua was there, she asked weelyn and i abt it. and told us that we could report that. there was no need to write that on the list. so i guess we made a fool out of ourselves. and when we wanted to write a band room. ms loh quickly asked us to like go... hahaha.

amaths lesson was funny too. hahahaha. i wrote abu a anonymous note. and i could not stop thinking about it. so i was like laughing so much that mrs heng had to ask why i was laughing so hard. and she told us a few stories, it was a close call. the next time when you cab, remember to put on the seat belt! it was a good lesson learnt cause i have always been neglecting the selt belt, that could save your life.

once again, there was chinese lessons to prepare for orals. AHHH. something i am pretty bad in.

it's a pity.

SIGHS.

just a moment ago, sherri called me. i woke up thinking, oh no, i am still in bed. and it's like 7.09am already. clarissa called to ask me to hurry up. i told her my mum dun allow me to go and ask if it was okay not to go. she asked me to call audrey. and so i did, her first words were, "GO ..." hahaha, she actually knew i called her for that. pretty cool. i really wanted to go, so exciting. but sadly, i can't. oh well. hope the rest will have lots of fun for me! hahaha.

:D

finally

hahaha. yes, FINALLY. we went to escape theme park. with 3 thirds of the section plus weelyn and i. anyway, i guess cassandra was the only early one cause joey, abigail and i met at pasir ris and when we three reached downtown east, weelyn was still at tampines. oh well, we four, the kind souls, waited and waited and waited for weelyn. then we went in and sat the yakult kite flyer, the viking ship, wet and wild, family coaster and ferri wheel, while cassandra and joey went into the haunted house. and came out half way, as they were scared, to sat the ferris wheel too. it was slow and relaxing, i guess. hahaha. we went to BK to eat. so expensive, not to mention cursed... hahah. later, cassandra went home while the rest of us went to get our section tee done. almost everything is kinda complete. oh yeah, we are getting a section tee! cool! hahha.

tmr, the 16th of june, i dun even know if i can go. my mummy is on leave. will she allow me to go? argh, i dunno. and i have not gotten my pop any fathers' day gift. aahhhh. and i have not been very focus and serious on my studies and assignments. ahhhhh. i just simply felt that something was missing to light up the unlighted fire in me. hahhaha. WTH. anyway. it has been a great week for all.

:D

hmmm.

yesterday was a great day. i felt great. ha. i rearranged my furniture and packed my stuff. i realised i got lots of rubbish. anyway, it kinda pretty neat and good. watched my ugly sweetie, cool show. although i went online to check up the ending in CHINESE, the process of the show was really intersting. i feel that the ending is so stupid and unexpected!! ARGH. anyway, it was not what i had in mind. and about 99% of the drama series i watched has seriously stupid and 'ARGH' kind of ending. currently watching a new HK series. haahhaa. one word. NICE. haha.

today, was pretty much of SLACKING... and we are finally going to escape!!! super. haha.

ms ethel had to call me half an hour before midnight, just to ask what will happened in the korean dramam series, princess hours. well, i guess she's addicted and her eyes must be super swollen, from all the crying. she was being really emotional about it though, must must worse than me. haha.

so glad

i saw my bari, finally, today.
what made me even happier was, the fact that i have a successor, eda :D
yay her!!
i was really elated to see the bari sax. oh my, it feels like i have not touch it for a long long time. but i am tired out. after playing some nonsense... hahah.

we reached school about half an hour after eight for bio lessons. OOPS. anyway, she kinda did not realised anyways. sim was showing attitude lah. haha. hilarious.

amaths was embarrassing... but we finished another topic. YAY.