it's bad. even worse than bad. it's like just really bad. you know, the feeling when you lost a loved one.. yup i lost my beloved bari sax.

what in the world was i doing? a supposed happy occasion turned out to be a huge mistake. i lost the bari sax. and the consequences. terrible, troubling everyone and like i feel i am a big asshole. how could i have done that?

it has been lost and nothing i do or say can make up for the wrong i did. i felt really apologetic because it worries and troubles others. they now, have to find out where it is?

where are you, my bari sax?