tmr's JOJO's first month! JOJO the teddy bear. exactly one month after my sweet 16.

something are meant to be celebrate happily while some other made me depressed.

like, we had this bring-your-own-food-day today. and it was really pretty fun cause like we saved money and also, we were like super duper full.

like when a lim talked to me individually. about not making the effort and all... she said she dun want to see me cry in jan next year. i was totally affected by it. i realised there's barely 3 weeks or less to prelims. to cover 2 years and more work is absolutely impossible or maybe just unrealistic. however, even if i shed tears next jan, i want it to be tears of joy.

the point now is, how to make that happen?